In autumn I'm gonna study again... now I have a lotta free time, time to draw and to write also. It's a pity, that noone's gonna read the things I write. Actually, that's why I'm depressed sometimes... Yep. Depressed and lonely, although I'm surrounded by good friends... that don't care for some things, that are a little bit too important for me...
I need a Muse, that will love me and inspire me - they all say that to me. Huh... it's not so easy to find such a muse, that would approve everything of me... and I do need it. Cause I'm too weak and never sure that things I do are worth doing... It's like designing the colony on Venus - even if