What's there? I kind'a fell out of this place. Dunno why. And I'm not sure if I'm gonna return in closest time. Reason - astistic crisis. My pictures are mutating, trying to turn into something worth watching. O Rly what's happening to me? Usually I never cared about some details but now... Do I have talent? I must think I do or it doesn't make sence at all.
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I'm so blank I don't know what to write.
I have almost no inspiration to draw.
Maybe I should play some of my favorite games?
Spaghetti with tomatoes were really tasty.
I have to draw some pictures for Francesco (or it's gonna be one friend less)
I have to do... a lot of things.
Although I damn them all...

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Ra ra rasputin
Lover of the russian queen
They put some poison into his wine
Ra ra rasputin
Russias greatest love machine
He drank it all and he said I feel fine... (c) Boney M

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YAY! I was nearly expelled from the University! Ha-hahaha-hahaa... Not funny ( My nerves were terribly damaged again... I can't stand anything that annoyes me... *especially my mom for last days*

Found some old pics of mine in the room... smiled sadly...
It happened so that I'm now parted from my past with flames, that burned that garbage bin, where Antonio threw my old notes wothout thinking... although I told him NOT TO TOUCH my old room... that's sad... but that's better... somehow... no, I know, there are some remants at Leia's flat, and I hope I'm gonna take them from her one day... *I want her to forget me too...* Thinking of her really hurts. Year before that was pain about broken love... but now it is pain about years of lost time, that I was suffering with no hope for any light in my life... *before I met :usertimikori: * and I'm even sorry for myself, for all I've done to myself with that stupid waste...
Ach... No matter... Pain is producive... It made me create a lotta songs, pictures, poems, etc... and now I can't see them without rage of fury, haterite to the one, who created that, to myself, my past self...
I found only one copybook dated with the year 2002 (all others are after 2004) and amazed a lot. It was clear... not a single picture on the margines... that means there was no emotional rage in me, I was drawing only on separate pieces of paper... that's so strange... I already cannot remember... anything... Luke was much happier then Ville, Snape or Zeratul... I wonder, if he was happier than Matsuda...
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Changed avatar. At last.
Uuuuuuh... I'm so tired...
I visited a psychiatrist... she said I'm just few steps from delusions, shizophrenia and whatever more with my damaged nerves. Yaaaaay! Um? Not funny, really...
But I'm still curable))) That's good!!

Don't know what to write. Eyelids became too heavy...
First what I thought - I Love my wife. Yeah. That's the only thing I'm sure in .
My brain is terribly tired...
On Monday I'm gonna try myself as English teacher at school) Hope I'll do well... hope...
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01) First Name: Alex. It's not my real name. But it is MY NAME.
02) Your Nickname in dA: Ziferonan
03) Birthday: 27/12/1988
04) Horoscope Sign: Capricorn
05) Birth town: Vsevolojsk
06) Religion: Jedi, that admits existance of Jesus)
07) Nationality: Indo-european russian mongoloid)
08) Parents: Francesco... er... no... Petro... er... Tobias Snape... and Eileen Prince. I won't call any real names)
09) Do you love them: At times. They're rare
10) Brothers or sisters: Yep, Primus)
11) Do you like the place where you live: It's quiete and clean... but sometimes I hate the fact it is not the city...
12) Where would you move to live forever? - My wife wants to move to Italy. And I'm gonna follow her anywhere...
13) Color of your eyes: chocolate-brown
14) Height: 174 cm
15) Weight: 71 kilo
16) What school/grade are you going to: wha?
17) What marks do you have: er... different) It depends on my moods...
18) How many piercings do you have, and where are they? I hate piercing... eww... it is so scary...
19) What do you want to be in your life: Band frontman and leader. Or great director. Or author... something creative anyway)
20) Your life: is my wife
21) Personal quote: Kira, did you know, idiots like me like peaches? )
22) Lucky number: 9
23) What are you interested in: I'm too lazy to name all this great number of stuffs... so there are miracles, UFOs, magic, history, ancient civilization, mysteries, ghosts, magical creatures, fairy-tales, anime, music, ART )
24) Good side of your character: I'm very kindhearted, sincere and childish... not much people know that)
25) Bad side of it: I'm easy to trick, manipulate or offend, and I can't stand people's yelling, that produces mass of my fears and complexes... And I'm very nervous and impulsive sometimes. P.S. there was time I associated myself with Adolph Hitler.
26) Is your life happy: When SHE is by my side)
27) Do you think that you are crazy: Yes! Madness walks near to the talent :3
28) What is the time: 2 32
29) What is the date: 25
30) What’s the weather like: Heavy rain and strong wind
31) Favorite day in a week: friday...
32) Favorite music: different kinds of rock, metal, dark wave, alternative, gothic and classic
33.)Favorite Singer: Ville Valo.
34) Favorite Band: HIM, Nightwish, Rammstein, CKY, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Stratovarius, Tarot, Sentenced, Charon, Sonata Arctica, Apulanta, Lullacry, Valumo, Dying Tears, type o Negative, Lacrimosa, Akira Yomaoka, Sopor Aeternus, Das Ich, Kramm, Otto Dix, Atomica, Item, Katatonia, Therion, Vacuum, Enya, Blind Guardian, Edenbridge, Blackmore's Night, Kamelot, Less Bios, Amorphis, Vader, Death, Cradle of Filth, Satyricon, A-ha, Garbage, Cardigans, Jamiroquai, Eiffel 65, Savage Garden, Aqua, TaTu., No Doubt, Madonna, Placebo, Muse, Nickelback, Metallica, MM, Robbie Williams, Eiffel 65, ДДТ, Ария, Ю-Питер, Наутилус Помпилиус, Кино, Би-2, Ленинград, Танцы Минус, Юта, Смысловые Галлюцинации, Дельфин, Найк Борзов, Океан Эльзи, Аукцион, Агата Кристи, Ночные снайперы, Мара, Сурганова, Земфира, Сплин, Король и Шут, Кукрыниксы, Тролль гнёт Ель, Наив, Алиса, Пикник, Мельница, Океан Эльзi, Оскар, Юнона и Авось, Alkonost, Svartby, Sopor, Talisman Tales, FOR, Umbra et Imago, The Cure, Elend, Tiamat, L'ame Immortelle, Epica, Within Temptation, In Extremo, Deine Lakaien, SenZ, Volfgang Mozart, John Williams, Oistein Sevag, Alphaville, Elvis Presley, Frank Sinatra, Andrew Lloyd Webber, David Bowie, Wilhelm Richard Wagner, Japanese Rock, Anime OST, 奥井雅美, Buck-Tick, Nightmare,
35) Song: a lotta. For this days - Masami Okui - Toki Ni Ai Wa Tsuyoku, Akira Yomaoka - Letter from the lost days
36) Best concert you have been: Rammstein, year 2003 if I remember quite well...
38) Favorite Manga: Death Note, Loveless, Pet Shop of Horrors
39) Favorite Film: Star Wars, Alien, LOTR, HP
40) Favorite TV serial: Doctor House
41) Favorite Theater play: Loengrin
42) Favorite Film director: Tim Burton
43) Do you want to be famous: Yep!
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Yes)
45) Do you want to be a singer: YEEEEAH!
46) Favorite Book: Don Quihote by Servantes and A Huli by Pelevin
47) Favorite Color: Indigo
48) Favorite Flower: Orchid
49) Favorite Food: HOLY MACARONI!!! And Sushi
50) Favorite Drink: Absinthe and red wine
51) Favorite Sweet: Wagasi
52) Favourite Fruit: Kiwi
53) The worst Food: FAT! Eww...
54) The worst Drink: Russian beer)
55) The worst Singer: I can't remember his name but that was real shit
56) The worst Band: Fabrika. pathetic pop chicks
57) The worst Actor: we have too many in Russia T__t
59) The worst Movie: AVP 2 Requiem. That sucks so much...
60) The worst book: Sologub - little devil. That is a good book. But it is awful... I couldn't read such horror...
61) Do you drink alcohol: yeeeeeeah)
62) Do you smoke: rarely
63) Do you take some drugs: absinth is almost drug, soo...
64) What do you adore to wear: my cosplay suits and wigs)
65) Do you think you're pretty: no... but I'm attractive... I think)
66) What languages do you speak: 5
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: Ville Valo and Johny Depp
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: Mila Yovovich maybe...
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: I dunno! My friends don't often post their photos
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: my wife. For me. )
71) 5 best friends on dA/male: I wonder if I have any)
72) 5 best friends on dA/female:
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: dunno
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: dunno
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female:
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: no
77) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/female: no
78) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/male: no
79) Are you in love: yes)
80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: I have somthing much more)
81) How does he/she look like: she's always so different)
82) Is he/she from dA: She hates this place but has an account...
83) When was your Very First Kiss: long ago... at age of 7
84) How was it: funny. It was a role play. I had to kiss a guy... he was voimiting for next two weeks
85) When was your Very First Sex: 2 May 2006 with a gilfriend of my boyfriend. They wanted to show me love, but nor he, nor me wanted to be uke...
86) How was it : very strange... I was under absinthe...
87) E-mail address: luke_666@list.ru
88) Do you have something against gay people: I was amongst them for a time) And I have three friends that are gays. And a lotta lesbians and bisex
89) The best experience in your life: singing on one stage with one russian singer...
90) The worst experience in your life: mineting that boyfriend. That was disgusting, but he wanted, and I just loved.
91) When were you the happiest: The day SHE said she loves me too
92) Who can make you happiest: Her happy smile...
93) When were you the saddest: When my heart broke for the first time
94) Who do you want to go on deserted island with: my wife)
95) Do you have a secret: a lotta...
96) What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: that's too little to do something I really want...
97) Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: my wife
98) Do you have an idol: a lotta
99) If the world goes to apocalypse, and you can save only one person, who will that be: my wife of'course
100)And now tagg to 6 people.
anyone who wants...

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We made that first part of Cosplay. It was funny... but photos really suck) Anyway I'm gonna submit some soon...

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